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[25 Jun 2006|11:20pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | MC5 ] I turn 21 in a week and I still dont have plans. I think I will maybey go to atl that week when can people from atl hang out with me that week of the 3rd? I feel like I should do something number 4 | with a bullet

[07 Jun 2006|08:31pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | cartel ] Fucking christ im hungover. last night was nuts me and juliet and nathan drank a bottle of whiskey in like an hour and listen to ALOT of Iron Maiden and Judas Priest it was fun we ended up walking downtown to a bar to get more hammered and then thats where the blackout begins its lost after that. I go back to Fl in about a week I think I really really want to get up to Atl to see people before I go. Soooo whos coming to get me? Im going to make it a point to not make really obvious dumb choices bc i have been doing that all year well mostly just one, but fuck it no more bullshit I want to get drunk in the boondocks and i wan to go fishing. And I dont want to be lied to annnnnymore. I have to find a job fuck I have to get to where I need to be first. eh fuck it 666 is over thats sad it will be 100 yearrs before we see that again. my phone might be gettin cut off soon but it wont be long text or call 13863349232 oh yeah and if i dont answer its bc i dont know the number so leave a message and iw ill call back fools with a bullet

[05 Jun 2006|04:46pm] helllooooo people i think I will start writting on this uhhh to update i live in FL now but im looking to move again I think NC or Atl my life was ruined for this past year but whatev i will write more later i guess I need my freinds really bad old freinds...good friends number 3 | with a bullet

[24 Feb 2006|07:10pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | dwight yoakam-guitars and caddilacs ] Ok so about 2 yrs ago I fucked my knee up at some show anyways it went untreated for 2 yrs. Finally I got sick of it always fucking up and hurting I went to the doctor. turns out I..no wait the doctors I went to two years ago should of drained the fluid off of the knee. They did'nt so he finally drained it hurt bc all the fluid was starting to thicken up bc it had been in there for so long, and he had to do it twice bc it was so much in there. But its all ok becasue he gave me 40 darvacet(sp?) and I can get it refilled once....score! So I start working March 2nd or 3rd I cant wait I have not been working for like a month, and I am POOOOOR. Im really looking forward to traveling, getting my life together and actually doing something with it. By that I dont mean working some bullshit job for the man or sitting in an office or somthing. I want to see shit I want to go places meet people I dont just generally make life at least worth living you guys know? Oh yeah and by the way I currentlly have a beard and I will soon have a foo manchu yeah im serious. with a bullet

[22 Feb 2006|03:39pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | ghostface killah ] Fucked my knee up, well its always been fucked up but now its gettin worse. I go back to FL soon I need to start working I cant wait. also I need someone to take me to the Grady mem hospital I hear they will treat you even if you dont have insurance. so yeah I have to get my knee fixed, get my car ready to drive 7 hrs, someone get to atl, Then start working ugh life's hard xoxox with a bullet

[15 Feb 2006|05:30pm] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | David Bowie-Rock-n-Roll with me ] I miss him so much. He died way too fucking soon. recentlly I cant stop thinking about it and how should not of died that night not like that. I got a message form you that I had not read and you told me to meet you in Orlando which was only an hr away form me shit would of been different. Life's fucking hard at the momment I came back to macon for a few weeks and sure enough I regret it. I want to go back to FL and I dont it sucks, I cant figure shit out to save my life, I cant stop my head from going 90mph to think of anything, I got things to worry about, people to worrry about so fucking much is going on its hard to get my life straight, but I have to NOTES TO SELF .Get a job .get over shit Hang out with more people I love .stop hating life .666 number 1 | with a bullet

[09 Feb 2006|01:44pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Curl up and Die-You'd be cuter if I shot you in the face ] Fucking shit. So I may not be able to move back to FL where I have been working and trying to save up money. So now I might be looking for a new place to live ugh fuck things were nice i had money, I was out of macon, fucking christ. ok so yeah whatever we will see how that goes. with a bullet

[06 Feb 2006|02:06pm] AHHH back in macon. SO I just kinda left ga a month ago real random like so heres the deal. basically i was poor and had no place to stay and was tired of rocking off my freinds dime so I got a job offer in FL. so i stay there now work is long but it pays good. I have like NO freinds down there and I miss all my freinds here so fucking much. Right now im back in town for like two weeks because my work is being stupid and not letting me work till fucking march 2nd or some bullshit. oh yeah and i work for a comapny called premier marketing i travel all over FL. and do marketing bla bla bla, I do not however scam money off of old people which is what I heard hahahah and i am not going crazy doing shit loads of drugs with crazy people, im simply gettin the fuck outta macon working, traveling being awsome, it pays the bills. So I want to see like all of you people while im here so hang out or call or somin. Im off to atl this week for a few days to hang out with people. then back to macon for a lil bit then back off to FL. then w who knows where next. number 2 | with a bullet

[13 Dec 2005|03:43pm] So im poor, I HAVE to start working this time so....Im going to FL to work I already have a job there so that works out. I think im just going to work for 2 or 3 weeks then move to atl or somin yeah atl sounds good, so yeah I will be gone for a while but I shall return so no worries lol. thats about it I will be going to get drunk now REALLLLL drunk oh yeah and you any of you guys know Nicole its her birthday tomorow so yeah. number 6 | with a bullet

[08 Dec 2005|06:29pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Haste the Day-American Love ] Moooooother fucker. So turns out I actually will be gettin s ome money for all that work I have been doing and thats really good news, because I need it BAD. Too bad I wont get that money till next week!!! I need money for this weekend very badly. Frankie is in town and Nicoles birthday is next week. go tell her happy birthday the 14th. number 2 | with a bullet

[04 Dec 2005|06:23pm] So this weekend was pretty fucking cool got to hang out with realyl awsome people that I missed a whole whole lot(jen, krystina, Lil John)i think I drank like 20 beers the other night and stayed up till like 10 and woke up at 11 to wake john up, then me and katie proceded to sleep till 8:30 at night probally the best sleep ever. So yeah that entire night was one of the laziset days/nights ever. we just sat around all day and ate mexican food and ice cream and blew bubbles all night then christy came over and made me really happy bc its always exciting to see her and she told me about some crappy art show she went to where some dude projected himself pissing on the wall and called it art....sigh thats sad. So yeah im back in macon Nicoles bday is coming up and Frankie returns on the 8th and its going to be a huge drunk fest for sure I cant wait. with a bullet

My weekend [21 Nov 2005|01:05am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | David Bowie ] Frankies' wedding went pretty good it was fun, it took me and Ben 9 FUCKING HOURS! to get there when it should only take 5 yeah thats fucked up. But we finally made it to the hotel before midnight which means we had plenty of time to party and by party i mean fucking hard. Me, Ben, Katie, Christy, Cabot Jhon, Nicole and Frankie of course drank like 8237498 beers and a bottle of whisky and got real real drunk at one point some lady like 2 rooms down from us got stabbed by some guy! no joke there was blood everywhere but she was ok...I think. Ben threw a chair across the room at Cabot bc he thought he was trying to fight me hahahah good friend. it was halarious. So me Frankie and Katie stoped drinking at around like 8 in the morning and just did'nt go to bed. We all went to breakfast drunk as shit at the free breakfast thing at the hotel I spilled ceral everywhere then Frankies parents rolled up while i was drunk as shit but it was all good, I think they knew but just did'nt care. So all the next day we spent hangin out with Frankie and gettin ready for the wedding. I finally saw The Devils Rejects...fucking great And then Frankie got married being best man is cool Cabot cried like a lil baby but it was cool. Then came the reception it was cool, Then I went to the hotel and passed the fuck out bc I had yet to go to bed. I woke up at like fucking 7:30 bc me and Ben were going to go to the SOA protest, so we ate and then left but by time we got there it had been rained out so that sucked alot of dick. now im home and still feel like shit so itts time for bed but im back in town so somebody hang out with me...and buy me a drink hahahahha number 8 | with a bullet

[16 Nov 2005|04:18pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Curl up and die ] Work sucks i dont wan tto go but I need the money My Dad offered to buy me a ticket to Cali...sweet i guess. I have to get my tux like...today, Frankie's wedding is this wekend were parting HARD for real. I think were going to a strip club, i dont dog em but i think frankie really wants to go so who knows hahahahaha Im off to work booooo number 1 | with a bullet

[11 Nov 2005|09:10pm] I think I drank like 20 beers and a few 40's all day/night yesterday it was retarded The art show was last night it was we just listen to good music and looked at good art all night I raced Ryan to the gas station on his bike while i was drunbk and in my car ok i was'nt that drunk but yeah i barely beat him having said that I really need a good bike Tomorow Atl i beleive i cant tell you how excited i am about this so yeah. im bored now this sucks someone hang out with me with a bullet

[02 Nov 2005|01:55am] New hair well its just likeit used to be but better I dont think im done with it yet though who knows anyways check it ok so I was really tired number 5 | with a bullet

[30 Oct 2005|06:37pm] Been drinking Burbon by fires all weekend i feel downa hill bc i got to drunk my friend elli ran bens moped intoa bush and almost died, My freind Patrick dressed up as jesus and built the biggest fire then me and ben started to help him and it was fucking huge, now my cousin is about to be here then off to milledgeville wed and then to Daytona friday see you guys next week unless anyone wants to hang out ..JENN!!! come get my ass oh yeah I finally finished watching Batman Begins and it was amazing the end number 2 | with a bullet

[24 Oct 2005|07:39pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Nick Drake-Fly ] The movie Red Rose, like most Stephen King movies. sucked I start working again tomrow i was off for a few days. Oh yeah the 3 man Pig Stick Keg-Athon was a success we actually finished it in 2 days. I spent most of my day today reading and listening to Nick Drake, jesus christ that man's amazing. Today it was cold and amazing, I fucking love it..I need eh fuck it. number 6 | with a bullet

[19 Oct 2005|05:06am] cant sleep its 5 what the hell i drew for like 10 hrs today jesus christ i need to start taking drawing serious my cousin from CA is coming at the end of this month fuck yeah i cant wait im tired i want to sleep i think im gettin sick ugh number 4 | with a bullet

[12 Oct 2005|11:23am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | mogwai-mogwai fear God ] I got a job....sorta I will be working with my day installing random ass shit in this hospital. So hopefully I will have made enough money to pay off that speeding ticket and maybey more. Woke up drunk last night was fun aparently i passed out twice last night but i woke up on top of a mat with all these covers over me bc it was cold marian and ashley are amazing they basically put me to bed and made sure i was ok there the best people to live or half way live with i love the fact that i can always sleep there and usually do and they always take care of me there good friends. I really need someone to cut and dye my hair its about that time. heard the new Depeche Mode yesterday...of course its good. Oh yeah and who wants to go see Danzig, chimera, the agony scene and some others next week with me? holla number 3 | with a bullet

[06 Oct 2005|12:30pm] So Bens in court, I still dont have $200 and I got court tomorow Still in macon, still no job, but whatever i'll be out soon hopefully I have been saying im getting out of macon for too long. it needs to happen oh and jen your plugs are not to big keep em in!<3 number 4 | with a bullet

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